spiraling dreams

I miss you all.

2006-10-23T05:42:40Z

Sometimes I remember and I ask myself,

"I wonder how all of my old friends are doing."

and I answer, "I hope they're all doing well."

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First off, I would like to sincerely apologize for the abrupt leave that I reluctantly bestowed on everyone. I did not know if I was going to be coming back or not so I decided not to mention anything. It pains me to have left you guys for such a long period, but I realized that it was best for me. I was right, and I've have grown so much because of my decision. There's always a time when we have to make an important choice and only the future will determine if that choice was the "right" one.

I passionately miss everyone that has affected me in a strong and positive way. I would name everyone here, but for fear of offending anyone who I may omit, I will not. You guys have helped to mold me into the person that I have become. For the ones that have always doubted me, you too have made me stronger. I think that you deserve thanks, too. As cheesy as this might sound, my internet experience was an extremely positive one. It might be baffling to some people, but I grew very close to people that I have met online. Every journey has its ending and I feel that mine has come to a close. I have been embracing life to its fullest, and I have busied myself with life's challenges.

Occasionally, I browse your journal entries to see how everyone is doing. I happened upon a birthday post dedicated to me, and I felt touched that you guys would remember. After viewing the entry, I felt selfish that I did not regard any of you with information on my wellbeing. This is why I have decided to update my extremely old livejournal. Do not get me wrong, as I haven't forgotten any of you. On the other hand, thank you for not forgetting your little old friend. Sometimes, in one of my reminiscent moods, I remember the good old, crazy days. Wasn't I a terror storm back then? Hehehe. You guys have shown patience with me, through all of my moods, and I'd like to thank you.

I will always be supporting you guys and rooting that someday all of you will become successful in whatever (loose term) you want to do! There lies a special place in my heart for you guys and, as long as I can help it, it will remain undisturbed.

As a final note, take heed to this advice: never give up as you can always make a change for the positive. I know that I might sound "preachy" right now, but this advice has helped me out so much.

I will check back every so often to see your replies. I love all of you guys very dearly!

-Your friend,
Jetsuki

jetsukichan @ 2003-08-02T13:38:00

2003-08-02T18:38:11Z

My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, Naruto Personality Test, is Neji

yay! i got neji..dunno much about him though X.x.. 3rd was hinata and sakura was 9th @.@;

jetsukichan @ 2003-07-28T00:27:00

2003-07-28T05:27:39Z

i just finished watching episode 18 of naruto.. @_@;; god that's a good anime! you should see it. i wouldn't have been able to watch it if it wasn't for tupper, so thankie! *huggle pounce tackle* ee i gotta go download more naruto! (naruto and sasuke is a great couple! >:P nyuk nyuk)

jetsukichan @ 2003-07-22T15:35:00

2003-07-22T20:35:29Z

hrmm.. i might be gone to a friend's house for a few days.. so..i'll miss you all! ^__^ (if i do go)

on a different note..

i hate my parents! (what's new..) if i tell them something that's important to me, they ALWAYS try to find a way to use it against me in the future when something happens >__

jetsukichan @ 2003-07-21T18:16:00

2003-07-21T23:16:17Z

[stole from tuppie's lj, who stole it from huru]

***Have you ever...***
*... kissed your cousin? incest!
*... ran away? physically? ..no? mentally? yes
*... pictured your crush naked? #_#;; ahem..who'd do a thing like that!
*... broken someone's heart? hopefully not
*... been in love? yes <3
*... cried when someone died? yeah..one of my family members
*... wanted someone you knew you couldn't have? no..(i knew i could have tupper though..)
*... broken a bone? broken someone else's bone? yes
*... drank alcohol? if wine counts..that's only on 'special occasions'
*... lied? yeah ^^;
*... cried in school? uhh..when i was little?

***Do you believe in...***
*... love at first sight? yes
*... God? yeah
*... kisses on the first date? been on one date..we didn't kiss ='p
*... monsters? no! i mean yes! i mean..no!
*... horoscopes? they're interesting
*... aliens? yes! there are other life forms that are way smarter than humans!
*... ghosts? yes/no i'm scared of them though
*... heaven? yes
*... hell? yes
*... cheating? no

***Which is better ...***
*Coke or Pepsi? pepsi
*Sprite or 7-Up? sprite
*Girls or guys? girls rules! not in a lesbiany way
*Flowers or candy? both
*Scruff or clean-shaven? cleannn! easier to kiss that person XD
*Quiet or loud? ssh quiet
*Pools or hot tubs? o_o;;; never been in a hot tub..so dunno
*Blondes or brunettes? neither
*Bitchy or slutty? neither
*One pillow or two? twooo!
*Pants or shorts? pants
*Gap, American Eagle, or Columbia? gap! ^_^.. ..

***The Preferred Sex***
*What do you notice first? the way they act/personality
*Last person you slow danced with? myself? j/k
*Worst thing to do: ?uh
*Best place you know of to go: huh?
*Short or long hair? short hair for boys ^_^
*Piercings or none? eww none

***The last time you...****
*...showered? 3 hours ago
*... had sex? ermm..never
*... have been to a party? last month to yuulei's ^____^ was the greatest
*... had a great time with the opposite sex? ???

***What is...***
*... your good luck charm? my mind?
*... [who is] the person you hate the most? umm.. no comment
*... the worst song you've ever heard? my auntie's voice
*... the best thing that has happened to you today? today?! ^_^ well..hmm.. today spectacular happened
yet..now if tupper will get off away, that'd be a different story

*...FAVORITE...*
*Color: orange/white/baby blue
*Movie: don't remember
*Book: harry potter series!
*Subject in School: art/english
*Online buds: lots and lots of oodles and noodles of them <333333
*Place to go when you have no where to go: bathroom don't ask
*Cars: one of those shiny cars! (don't know much about cars ;-;)
*Food: SUSHI, RAMEN, SUSHI, all night and day! lets go out, and eat them YAY!
*Ice cream: strawberries
*Soft drink: nothing in particular
*Sports to watch: uhh
*Holiday: christmas, thanksgiving
*Season: winter!!/summer!!
*Breakfast food: eggs, bread, bacon, .... (sushi)
*Place to go with your honey: anywhere he wants to.. ^__^;;
*Place to go with your friends: arcade/backyard

***Who...***
*... makes you laugh the most? hmm .. hmmmmmm well.. jagen use to make me laugh a whole lot..but no one now XD
*... makes you smile? tupper, and funny ppl
*... gives you a funny feeling when you see them? t and upper
*... has a crush on you? no one
*... do you have a crush on? no one, we're in l<3ve
*... gives you kisses? mommee
*... do you like to kiss? correction: WOULD like to kiss..
*... has it easier, guys or girls? who else

***Do you ever...***
*... sit by the phone waiting for a call all night? who would call me at night? @_@ except internation friends but no
*... save AOL conversations? deadaimrox
*... save emails? important ones
*... wish you were someone else? not really
*... wish you were a member of the opposite sex? ewww noo!!
*... want to look differently? no ^_^
*... cried because of someone's mean words? nope

jetsukichan @ 2003-07-12T18:54:00

2003-07-12T23:54:15Z

boring day today did nothing but draw sketches and read net comics. one of my friends was taking the "which male body part are you most compatible with" quiz and tried over and over to get the penis. @_@;;; other than that, nothing funny.. need..something..funny!

oh and i had a weird dream last night.. what's up with all these weird dreams everyone seems to be having lately? anyway i'll tell the dream. if i remember correctly.....

[dream start]

i find myself in some weird ass castle setting and hikky, tupper and some bald headed guy were there. so hikky was one of my friends and we were the elemental sisters are something @_@ LOL tupper was some dog that rode on one of those red wagons ?_? i have no clue... so then all of the sudden, my dream switches to hikky being beat up by a guy with a tissue box attached to a pole and she was knocked against a wall or something LOL!! so then i came in and kicked him in the neck and the dream switched over to tupper(dog) taunting me and i had to chase him to stop him from taunting me and he ran away. so then the scene switched to a wall and all of us were flying and grindind it...? @_@ ..hmm

[dream end]

@_x remind me never to drink pepsi before going to bed k

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jetsukichan @ 2003-07-11T16:58:00

2003-07-11T21:58:16Z

thank u sooo much tupper for finding me a live journal code and taking the time to set up the live journal for mee! i woke up at around 10:30 this morning and it started thunderstorming! so i was all -woot yay!! storrmm rainn *dies*- ^____^ i watched the rain for a few moments then did my daily morning routine (brush teeth, ect ect) and ate breakfast or lunch.

i remembered last night in the chat where df, pandy, dan, neo, gren and me were having so much fun. we were doing riddles in the chat and it was hilarious!!

pandy: you are trapped in a room with four walls, and you have no way to escape but all you have with u is a mirror and a chair..how do you escape?
me: take the chair and bash it against the mirror, then use the shards to suicide.. that's a form of escaping
everyone: LOL

LOL

blargh i dunno what to write so i'm writing random things down now. yuulei called last week from tokyo(>____< OMG!!!!) and we talked for an hour.. i wanted to talk to her more but she needed monies to pay for her phone calls.

tupper wake up now!! you sleep way too much! my brother is recording the wedding we went to last month (for my uncle) in my room and as i'm typing this, i am watching it..k..annndd it's weird

there's not much to do right now i think i'll just go log onto imdro and PVP or somethings..

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